As my school year wraps itself up, I, along with all my fellow peers, are becoming sick of the mundane routines that school consist of. Looking back though, this year has been exceptional as far as the teachers go, and my own personal development. I feel more prepared to face the real world. What a funny statement, because, though I say I am ready, I will never be truly prepared. I will have lots of questions, that I probably will never bother asking, and I will get a lot of answers to questions that I didn’t know that I had. I guess that is just how life works.
The funniest thing about my whole entire education is that, despite what anyone thinks about their own, it was experienced by so many others. They each have their own perspective on the way the education system should be, and what the did, or didn’t like about school. It is all rather strange as to how I can think how my experience is so exasperating when I don’t even have that hard of a time in school. Maybe it is me psyching myself out all the time that causes all the stress I have felt in the past. I have grown up, matured even, into a bright young lady, though I don’t always think it to be true. Reflecting back upon every different direction that I could have gone, thinking, if I had just tried harder, or done this differently. But that is what makes the past so different from everything else. ONce you make a mistake, it is done. Once you have a decision and follow through, you can’t go back and change it. There is no rewinding of the tape; we aren’t able to change our pasts. So looking back and regretting anything that I have done, and wasting the time that I have accessible to me now? That is just a silly thing to do. I have decided that I very much like the time-flow continuum as I don’t have to try again, but rather I can learn and move forward.
The school year is done, and despite how much harder I could have worked, or what relationships could have developed, I will never regret living through this year, despite how horrendously dull it may have been sometimes. I really enjoyed this school year, and my education. It was all rather exciting. I am more then satisfied with how my life is progressing. AS for my mistakes? Well, reread the title.